my right hand is aching after the game of badminton just now and it feels so heavy now. cooking maggi for myself was also a problem.

[satisfied sad satisfied sad satisfied sad] i dunno how shld i be reacting to this. our results was released ytd and the grades had been haunting me till now. oh my 天. most of the grades are expected but the korean really disappoint me. the paper i can manage, so it seems to be alot MORE peeps out there managed it better than me :( 不开心. i have found that feeling - a strong sense of disappointment.
whenever we get back our grades, i always have the urge to quit school. the grades are not what i wanted but it's certainly what i deserved. how can a lazy cum not so bright student get better grades than those.

anyway 2009 is ending, like what i said previously. no matter what good or bad happened in this year, it shall remain and 期待 for a better 2010 :)

think too much or is it my attitude? seriously my EQ is getting lower and this is definitely not a very good sign. it fall to a extent whereby i feel so ashame of myself after i had simmer down. [拿的起放得下] is like a stranger to me now. hate this feeling. no more a happy go lucky.

nowadays unhappy incident seems to etch in my memory and not fading off. the thought of it make me boil more even if it happened for quite some time. esp that sucker at the spectacles shop in queensway shopping centre. pls lah, save your rubbish comments for yourself. 口德man. you are no better, BITCH!

最美丽的第七天
this is the new drama on my list. it was a not so new show though, last year's production. but it's nice(my kind of drama) :) pretty faces and beautiful scenery.

Twilight
i completed the first book and starting on the second - NEW MOON. surprise bah, this is the first time i finish a nearly 500pages book within 2 weeks. in the past, no longer how long i take, i will always stop halfway and forget it. same for my literature books in secondary.

26 dec 2009 - countdown 5 days to a new start. whether this year had been good or bad, whatever happened in 2009 will be a reflection for better things to be done in 2010. so just breathe in, believe in yourself and SMILE. welcome 2010 with open arms and enjoy the next eventful 365 days once again. :)

hey there! christmas will be here in half hour time, MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO ALL. all i want is just a 3 for this sem and I will be contented. pls santa.

this year has been a so-so year for me, -bang- of 2009 will be the many 21st parties in town. and this christmas is definitely not as interesting (else i will be typing entry at this hour). dont look back, 2010 will be a better year. :) my little nephew will be coming to meet us soon. see you soon little boy.

life's a seesaw - when one side is up, the other will descend. so STAY COOL AND CHILLAX.