6th week of the new school term.

it has been a tough one for me since the beginning. =(
i had thoughts of giving up and just go working. what holds me on is the degree (if possible) that maybe presented 4years later at the convocation. im stressed and zero confidence level to overcome the tedious workloads. consider my lousy or whatsoever, im utterly tired.

please tell me that what i studied for the past 2 days are not wrong. but it doesnt seem to be. i flipped through those pages, i saw and i tried to have them into me. in the end, they seem to be wondering off from my brain. sad case huh.

today i found out something about myself. i seldom lean onto anyone! but if it really happens, it must mean that i trust the person very much and feel secured with the person.

on the verge of breaking down sooner or later unless miracle happens -